As I wish

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What if you were

Just as perfect and flawless

As I predicted,

Hoped and

I wanted you to be

 

What if you filled up?

the spaces that I missed.

Yet you never exclaimed, so

As if you owned me.



What if you unchained

Me from mine,

Buried fears and engulfing beliefs

Though never seize my heart

For pleasure of thine.

 

What if you were

Answer to all of my prayers.

Yet I choose to let you go.

And reserve all of me for me. 


                                             - VAISHALI 


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